urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:avert_my_eyes * * * * * * 2005-04-04T04:25:53Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:avert_my_eyes:37699 2005-04-04T04:15:04Z 2005-04-04T04:25:53Z i am sorry that i cannot trust you anymore. it is nothing personal. you know it is hard for me to trust anyone, and because we rarely speak anymore, i don't know you. and you don't know me. and i am sorry if this hurts you, to know that you are not trustworthy in my eyes, but it is how i feel at this point in my life. this is not goodbye. i promise. <br /><br />remember that i will ALWAYS care for you. <br /><br />~jess urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:avert_my_eyes:11507 2004-12-10T08:13:46Z 2004-12-10T08:13:46Z why is it that when we are searching for someone to "love", we can never seem to grasp it? <br /><br />...or if we can reach it, we squeeze too hard, and it dies soon after? <br /><br />how do we know when we "love" someone, when we have never felt it's presence before?<br /><br />why should i even believe that "love" is real, if i have not yet felt that i have been loved unconditionally by others?<br /><br />are we really being selfish if we have not yet received any of it's benefits?