http://avert-my-eyes.livejournal.com/ Forever's end is tearing us apart. - LiveJournal.com Mon, 04 Apr 2005 04:15:04 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com avert_my_eyes 4906088 personal http://avert-my-eyes.livejournal.com/37699.html Mon, 04 Apr 2005 04:15:04 GMT http://avert-my-eyes.livejournal.com/37699.html i am sorry that i cannot trust you anymore. it is nothing personal. you know it is hard for me to trust anyone, and because we rarely speak anymore, i don't know you. and you don't know me. and i am sorry if this hurts you, to know that you are not trustworthy in my eyes, but it is how i feel at this point in my life. this is not goodbye. i promise. <br /><br />remember that i will ALWAYS care for you. <br /><br />~jess http://avert-my-eyes.livejournal.com/37699.html public 0 http://avert-my-eyes.livejournal.com/11507.html Fri, 10 Dec 2004 08:13:46 GMT http://avert-my-eyes.livejournal.com/11507.html why is it that when we are searching for someone to "love", we can never seem to grasp it? <br /><br />...or if we can reach it, we squeeze too hard, and it dies soon after? <br /><br />how do we know when we "love" someone, when we have never felt it's presence before?<br /><br />why should i even believe that "love" is real, if i have not yet felt that i have been loved unconditionally by others?<br /><br />are we really being selfish if we have not yet received any of it's benefits? http://avert-my-eyes.livejournal.com/11507.html public 0